Morning View

There's no pleasing some people.
The more you offer, the less they appreciate.
The more you explain, the less they understand.
The more you try, the less they seem to care.

butterfly and maggot

Today's slow.
Work's good.
Lunch's late.
Left eye's sore.
House's quiet.
Stomach's empty again.

Ok teka-teki,
What is a more comfortable state of mind?

Self-deception.

Yayy!

bruce springtoe

I am good, although I have this mystery bruise on my right toe.
I smashed a little slug with my right foot accidentally - I need to stress this - and now I feel like scrapping the entire tapak kaki because I can still feel the lembik berair berlendir on my kaki dammit geli la geli!
It came out out of nowhere tiba tiba aku terpijak kau kau nak buat lembik lembik.
Dah la tak comel.
May I just add, it survived.
Definitely a suicidal attempt gone awry.

While we're on the subject, I have one word for people who commit suicide - selfish bastard.
Ok two.
If you want to go die go die in your own sweet time in your own personal space ah.
Hang yourself in your room ke,
Shot yourself in the head in your study ke,
Slit your wrist in your bathroom ke,
Stab yourself to death in your garage ke,
Telan ubat gegat in your store cupborad ke,
Do a Sylvia Plath in your kitchen ke,
It'll be a slow and painful death ah tapi,
At least no one else is involved.
Ini nak kena terjun kat rail trackkkk jugak, masa rush hour lagi.
Nak bunuh diri pon nak kena cari publisiti ke beb?
Train delay semua sebab kau.
Program orang lain rosak semua sebab kau.
Hidup sengsara mati menyusahkan orang.
Tak payah menyusahkan orang boleh tak?
Tak boleh kan?
Memang.
Tahu dah.

floored.. err

Nak buang duit takda duit, cari duit la!

put my foot where my mouth is

"Beb kau kat mana? Ke aku salah tempat ni?"
"Kitorang dah on the way."
"Traffic ke?"
"Takde la traffic, jalan block. Ada bawak makanan tak?"
"Ha tak pasal kau ni."
"Takde la ingatkan kau masakkan untuk aku ke apa."
"Ha ha. Pandai atuk kau."
"Oops shit, tak tak."

Stupid line! No I was not proud of that. I said it like gazillion times already it just came out at the wrong time. Bodohhh.

It was Shakir's atuk's funeral.

I've always thought that funeral sucks. Not in a it sucks therefore let's not have it kinda way, but in a .. Ah faham2 sendiri la. But today's funeral was.. different. It didn't really feel like a funeral. I'm not saying it was great, cuz it wasn't. It was sad still. It's just.. There was something missing.

You're accustomed to having a "proper" funeral, baca talkin and siram air mawar and the whole shebang. When it's not there it just doesn't feel right. Nothing's wrong with that either. It's just different. Less depressing I would say. It was quick too.

Ahh anyway. When it's time, it's time, right? I feel sorry for nenek, though. Safwa dah la still in KL tak dapat ticket. She kept saying, 'Nenek teringat kat Safwa tengok kau ni.' Oh man, tear duct dah kena geletek. Watching her at the cemetery after the funeral just did it for the duct. Gila sedih. A husband for 47 years, through thick and thin and up and down, and then one morning, bam! Gone. If you don't feel anything I don't know ah what you are. Si toya sekor tu boleh lagi nak main2, tak guna punya budak. Uncle Glen cakap maybe he's grieving on the inside. Ha ha, yeah ok.

Yeah ok la maybe.

Untuk arwah Atuk Ali, semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat mu ya Allah, dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang beriman insyaAllah.

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Prince Caspian tu comel jugak kan? Haha. Macam baby.
Tapi Ben Barnes himself, not as much. Putih sangat la, macam mayat.